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Thoughts to My AnorexiaI cant explain I cant change I cant live.Thoughts to My Anorexia
All I do is live by your rules Your rules that mean I hurt, I purge, I starve, I cry.
Cycles go round like rings of light, Never ending.
Only this is dark.
This is so dark I can not see myself, My reflection has vanished and in its place you stare back at me. Your ideas fill my thoughts, And your punishments fill my days.
One day I will leave you.
One day soon.
by ~shmeepfairy
She's back againMummy, its back again. Her voice, I can hear it, she's here, she wont go. Make her leave? Please?She's back again
I thought id stood up to her, Pretty Anna who lied and bullied. I thought id shut the door, and locked it so tightly not even God could open it.
I was wrong.
She is hurting me so much.
It hurts mum, it hurts.
I try so hard to ignore it, but she is in my head, She will not go, and the longer she is here, the harder it is to push her away again.
So much energy gone, my spirits are crushed again, and im left wondering if there is any hope at a
by ~shmeepfairy
My Little Safe HavenMy little safe haven is unlike one of yours, It isn't full of teddy bears or warm inviting doors. It isn't filled with fluffy clouds, or candyfloss or sweets, It isn't with my family or under crisp Wight sheets.My Little Safe Haven
My little safe haven is hidden deep inside, Its where I spend my hours, its where I like to hide. Its where I can feel safe again, forget about the rest Its where I sit and plan all day, I plan to be the best.
My little safe haven has plans I can not show, The things that I find comforting whenever I feel low. The scales on the bathroom floor, the numbers in my
by ~shmeepfairy
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Recovery“Recovery” is learning how to say “I will never miss an opportunity to eat a Choco Taco” while on an outing with the friends who throw worried glances in your face every time you all sit down to eat. Choco Taco; it says on the package, This is not a reduced fat food. You throw a worried glance at yourself, choke the thing down. Try not to look like you’re enjoying this more than a sane human being would. Walk back into the sunlight, drink another 24-ounce bottle of water, walk and walk and walk like a woman possessed. Linger by the Chilean flamingos, talk to them as though they can hear you.Recovery
“Recover
by ~electrokinetic
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- Current Residence: uk
- Interests: music, drama, my camera...
- Favourite movie: Amelie
- Favourite band or musician: anything i feel like at that given moment!
- Favourite genre of music: folk/classical/rock/world/pop/music i hum at 6 am in the shower...
- Favourite artist: dali
- Favourite poet or writer: too many to chose from! um i love kelly armstrong tho
- MP3 player of choice: ipod...but i want a creative one
- Favourite cartoon character: emily strange, miffy and many more
- Personal Quote: the more knowledge you have the less confident you are
- Tools of the Trade: my camera, GIMP, anything else i care to pick up!
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i just love the serenity of the violinist, n the fact there is music in it hehehe your other stuff is fab to tho!
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